So, I have been thinking a lot about resolutions.  Like a lot of people, I don't really like to make New Year's resolutions.  1.  because I have too many of them and 2.  because I never stick to them.  But, this year after the birth of our baby I feel like because of all the craziness I have let a lot of things fall by the wayside.  It took me a long time after Malone's birth to start feeling like myself again but that is a whole other post.  So, instead of making a "resolution" I am just going to promise myself to be more intentional about the three F's.  What are the three F's you ask?  FAITH, FINANCE, and FITNESS!  Well, they are my 3 F's.  I guess it could stand for Fudge, Fudge and more Fudge.  But, then I would 
really get nothing done.  So here it goes:
FAITH
I want to concentrate more on my faith.  I love God and want to draw nearer to him.  I need it and so does my family.  I want to get back to my morning devotionals and writing in a prayer journal.  When I was pregnant, I wrote in it constantly and felt the closest to God I have ever felt.  My husband read his bible and wrote in a prayer journal as well.  And both of us have gotten out of the habit.  We also haven't attended church regularly like we used to.  It is so important to have a community of believers around you that you can "do life with" and we have been feeling so disconnected.  A lot of that came from busy life and a lot of it came with my need for inclusion whenever life stresses me out.  So, in 2011, I want to be more intentional with my FAITH.
FINANCE
Whew, this is a big one.  Ever since I returned back to work from maternity leave, work has been a little slow.  But, I didn't act like it, at least not with my finances.  I also didn't act like I just had a daughter that caused us to spend an additional $500 a month or so.  I just spent like usual.  So that has to change.  We have some goals regarding finance:
 1.  Create more retirement 
2.  Set up college fund for Malone and pay into it  
3.  Buy the Hubs a boat  
4.  Go to Mexico this summer  
5.  Make grocery bill smaller
Sounds like a lot right?  I know, I am getting sweaty just thinking about it.  I LOVE to shop.  It is like therapy for me and I am scared to let it go.  Well, let's be honest I can't just let it go.  But, I can reign it in some more.  So in 2011, I want to be more intentional about FINANCE.
FITNESS
I hate this one.  Really, really hate it.  I haven't worked out on a regular basis in 11 years, when I was a high school cheerleader.  Even then I didn't work out because I wanted to, I worked out because I had to.  I hate it.  Did I mention that?  Everyone says, if you just do it for 30 days it will become a habit and you will love it.  No I won't.  Last year I worked out 3 days a week for 15 minutes lost a few pounds and said, "heh that's good enough for now."  I always have good intentions but I never seem to follow through with it.  I still have a good 12-15 pounds of baby weight to lose and I must lose it to feel "normal" again.  At work we are doing the biggest loser and have 90 days to get the weight off.  Hopefully this will be a swift kick in the pants to lose the weight and it won't hurt that there will be some money involved to sweeten the deal.  So in 2011, I want to be more intentional about FITNESS! 
I am hoping by sharing this post with everyone I will see it in print and know that someone out there may be watching me and holding me accountable.  When I go through my posts and see this one I will be reminded that I had some things I needed to be working on!
Be diligent in these matters; give yourself wholly to them, so that everyone may see your progress.
1 Timothy 4:15